Confusion

Should I or should I not join ROTC? I feel like it would be a great experience and could teach me a lot of things about military tactics, survival, and the inside world although it will take many of my years. I can travel to distant lands and partake in good missions. Casey O'Neill exalts the military, but Mrs. Studer and Mr. Earl tell me it is not right for me. Mr. Earl says it is too disciplined and I need to be free. It is true. Mrs. Studer thinks it is a waste of my time and I should be seizing the opportunity to enter the business world and make something of myself.

Well I am in a quandary. I watched Numbers again today. I love that show even though they make the guy seem so smart but actually what he says isnt that amazingly intelligent. I understand all the points he makes, and he was talking about the Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle and his brother was a aghast in awe like it was a mind-blowing principle. The amazing thing is his ablitity to think up these amazing equations except they don't actually show the equations! They show a bunch of complex looking math equations really fast and it's all really jibberish. He just kinda explains the variables of the equations which isn't hard to derive. But still if they went through all the equations they would lose all their viewing audience and it takes out the physical excitement. Predicting human behavioral patterns with math... Hmmm, I bet they actually have mathematicians in the FBI that do this so this Charley guy isn't revolutionary.