Coded Feelings

Drat the spies. Drat all traitors of confidance.
I can change history and wipe away proof. I must never be too honest.
Escape is wanting but courage is lacking and time is short so trade off is unworthy.

Seething passion unwanted. Begone.
But is apathy more valued?

Well the phase will pass as always as almost always it is triggered by the similar situation. We're all pschotic in a way.

I am proud that today I worked out after school with Casey O'Neill. And we came across Lt. Mentel from the Navy, as I believe he is called. Maybe it is Merkel. Also, all the BPA stuff got done today. I missed 1st, 3rd, 6th, and part of 7th to work on my desktop publishing. Well, bless Firework but I would like to fool with Adobe Page Maker and Microsoft Publisher in the case that I advance to Nationals because there is no guarantee that they will have Firework at their testing facility. Firework gives so much more power over design even if I am not allowed to use gradients, complex graphics, irregular shapes, etc. on the test.

I believe I might be coming down with the cold. NO!!! I have done so well this year-I haven't contracted the cold virus completely while in all other years I get it at least 3 times a year completely. Now there are half ones when I contract the virus and battle it only for a day or two and it never reaches the point where I am coughing up a storm and can't control it and yu know.
Poop on the English essays. Poop on the Physics test I am sure I did poorly on. I couldn't remember the equations and didn't know I could use the book.

I better go now!