How about one on my life-something more concrete than my ideas

The end of senior year is so eventful. I had national competition for BPA at Anaheim for 6 days although yes, it's true, I only spent one hour of it on my event in which we did not place in the top 7 of. Funny thing was I barely gave a damn. I had made it into Nationals by some miracle and there wasn't anything more to look forward to after Nationals. Now if there were Internationals...

I got to know the peeps who went with my to Cali pretty well and they are a cool bunch. I had lots of fun, a little bit of depression(just a touch), a touch of home sickness, and a lot of monetary frustration. Please!! I felt encaged because everything from food to travel cost outrageously much. I wanted to visit some of the places I always went to and lived and my old friends when I lived in Cali but because of money I couldn't. Who knows when I could next visit Cali? And when I next do, I am renting a car. So I resorted to swimming, football, and other less costly sorts of entertainment which I did very much enjoy. I got a tan too! Easily.. Kevin Lay got racoon eyes! Oh and I went to Disneyland/California Adventures. I wished I could have gone another day. I have so many fun memories there and I was one of the few who could appreciate the unthrilling but cute rides. I had to admit I was somewhat disappointed by how unthrilling they were. My memories defied me but then it was based on a totally different view of perception-through a young kid's eyes in which these rides were very thrilling.

So today I went to McDonalds to work and it was pretty fun I thought. It could be a potential job! I do want real employment. Tim kept teasing me cause the boys in the kitchen supposedly all liked me. It was embaressing, funny, and flattering all at the same time. Was it my outfit? It couldn't be. It was in no way showy or unique. Dark jeans with a olive green t-shirt from BPA Nationals and green bead necklace. Well, it sure does make one feel good to know he/she is attractive to members of their opposite sex(but more preferaably of the same sex to some people ;)

Oh yes I did make Kyle agree to come to Prom!! He is coming with this Brazilian exchange student who really wanted to go but needed a date. Except I did tell her he was gay so it isn't a date only someone to buy a ticket with. The poor girl moved here and has had trouble making friends. I can't believe I have been so indifferent towards her before. I was always friendly but never went out of my way to befriend her. Next time I am inviting her to hang out with me when I get around to it in my busy academic schedule. Which reminds me that I detest physics and Calculus. The latter is boring. The former hurts me head and I don't understand it and I got a freaking D on my last test!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I just need to maintain a B for the semester in that class and I won't freak out.

So yeh there is much to say but I do need to catch up on all my homework from the days I missed while at Nationals. And I am frustrated with typing.